January 2011
18 posts
I hate the feeling
I keep feeling that somethings off, somethings missing, somethings different, somethings changed or changing. I just keep telling myself its all in my head. I guess I never really learned when to stop thinking too much. My goshh. This is where my past takes over and becomes my fears again. Booo. I don’t like this part
I seriously thought
That things we’re going to get 100x better after everything we talked about on friday. A long car ride gave us a chance to really talk and realize some things. You decided to make some changes and I more than loved them. I was so happy. But something always finds a way to come into the picture. Why do we question love? And fiddle with trust? I don’t think either one of us truly has...
Unexplainable
I really can’t explain how I feel right now.. It’s weird though. In a way I kindof feel like I’m feeling nothing but I think in reality I’m just feeling so many different things simultaneously and my brain heart and body are just shutting down bc it’s too much. I can’t believe that this happened. I literally did not see this coming and I don’t know how to...
Little Miss brand new start. Little Miss do your...
Little Miss brand new start. Little Miss do your...
Little Miss brand new start. Little Miss do your...
Say you're sorry, that face of an angel comes out...
As I pace back and forth all this time cause I honestly believed in you.. Stupid girl I should’ve known, I should’ve known. I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairytale.. Maybe I was naive, got lost in your eyes.. Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around.
Bits and pieces of the song. Probably doesn’t make sense, much like my brain right now
The most difficult question so far
Is simply, why? It all begins there
Little miss hide your scars.
It’ll be alright again, I’m okay.
Little miss down on love. Little miss I give up....
Sometimes you gotta lose till you win. It’ll be alright again.
“There’s no going back to the start again. Time will tell us how the story...”
“Let’s take it slow
I don’t wanna move to fast
I don’t wanna...”
“Never twice the same does it start
And sure enough she stole my heart
On that...”
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
I feel like I just keep goimg in circles and not much is changing. I have so much hope and optimism though, naturally. But is it possible that that could become a bad thing? Maybe so..